Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Lost in Pain
I must admit it. I spend part of everyday mired in emotional pain. I eat too much when it reaches a certain level. I know that you must change your life to change this mind working. In the last five years I've changed my life. I've moved to Oregon and been in a lot of counseling. It helps a lot. That is why I've been able to lose eighty pounds and keep it off for these five years.
Still I need to lose another fifty pounds. It's not about the weight or the food! It's about the way my mind works. I know that I'm more sensitive to emtions than most people. I feel deeper. I love deeper, and hurt deeper. Being of Viking bloo my genetics also make it easy for me sustain weight gain. I need to lose another fifty pounds mainly because my diabetes (type II) is eating away at me. If I lose the fifty pounds then it should be under total control.
It's not about the weight or the food! It's about the emotions that I am so sensitive to!
Still I need to lose another fifty pounds. It's not about the weight or the food! It's about the way my mind works. I know that I'm more sensitive to emtions than most people. I feel deeper. I love deeper, and hurt deeper. Being of Viking bloo my genetics also make it easy for me sustain weight gain. I need to lose another fifty pounds mainly because my diabetes (type II) is eating away at me. If I lose the fifty pounds then it should be under total control.
It's not about the weight or the food! It's about the emotions that I am so sensitive to!
